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Severe child abuse details are mentioned throughout this biography. So please, if you have been abused, or find abuse details upsetting, please close out this window now. Otherwise, if your feeling like you are in a good place, and feel you can handle reading about it then here we go. This is a tell all sort of bio. Anything that happened in my life is held within these pages. Even my switch from being a atheist to a believer in a god and the afterlife and what it was that caused me to switch what I believed in is within these pages. I refuse to lie about andor hide details of my past. Those incidents are what made me who I am today. If you see something you dont like, well, I am sorry. But this is MY life and all I can be is. Me.        Well first off my name is Stanley Thornton Jr. Cat-Dog-bed-sewing-pattern-Marshmallow.jpg' alt='Doggy Bed Pattern' title='Doggy Bed Pattern' />Fucking Machines. Buy from our great selection of fuck machines and sex toys at everyday low prices. 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I opened the site when my search for support sites for adult bed wettingday wetting and sites for ABs Adult Baby with no fighting or name calling was no where to be found at that time anyway. I decided since such a place wasnt out there, that I would create it. And I tried to make it as much like a family environment as possible because I consider every member of this site as part of my extended family. I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Me and the moderators go above and beyond to help those who come here any way we can. Be it a quick reply, or if it takes a week to find the requested information. We will do our best to help. Had I found a site such as this one back then, it would have been a lot of help to connect to others with the same problem and have others to go through it with together. And thats part of the goal here, to help people through this problem. Let them know they are not alone in it and they have a place to turn for help and support. At the time I thought I was crazy. I went through many stages of bingeing and purging of the items, just to collect them all over again a few weeks later. Once I got my computer and researched what it was I understood what it was in my case. For me, being a AB Adult Baby is a safety thing, like a safety blanket or stuffed animal. Due to child abuse during much of my childhood and abuse as a adult as well, being AB helped me to relax, feel safe and was fun as well. With the new message board server though, we are no longer sharing the same chat room. There is one for our bed wetter members, and one for our ABTBDL members. Both are moderated to keep them safe. As to why I became AB, that is for a few reasons. One is because of the bed wetting and using diapers to manage it. It was a way to cope with being in diapers at my age. In the beginning I hated wearing diapers. But over time that feeling changed and morphed into giving me a secure feeling. Like the loving passed to the baby when its Mommy or Daddy lovingly changes their diaper. The baby feels the love from the parents doing it. When I looked back to find the reason for the AB a bit deeper, a memory of a time when I was younger surfaced. At the time I was perhaps 7 or 8. The memory was a time when I was at my grandmas for the day and my grandma gave me some money for a can of soda and a candy bar. I walked down to the corner store where she worked. I was in the alley which let out to the back of the corner market when I had a messing accident. I went back to my grandmas and she took my pants and underwear and tossed em in the washer. I was visiting and didnt have anything else. She was babysitting at the time and put a diaper on me. Why a diaper and not a towel or something, best I could guess is perhaps she was afraid I was sick and might have another accident. I dont know.       I just remember her walking me out and me sitting on the chair in the living room in a diaper and the shirt I was had on waiting for the clothes to finish washing. One of my cousins was also there and both my cousin and my grandma did their best to keep my mind off being in the diaper by talking about things and just shooting the breeze. About 2 hours later the clothes were done and the diaper came off and that was the end of it. Nothing was said to anyone and it was forgotten. Was that incident the cause for the whole AB feelings I dont know. But I think it helped to fuel it. The child abuse was what really pushed me into it full on. When I was role playing as a baby, I felt calm, safe, protected and loved. It was a way for me to be the protector I didnt have. I came from a very abusive childhood. A lot of my relatives were abusive either hitting me or they would be mentally abusive through yelling, calling me names, telling me I was worthless, pulling my hair, throwing hot sauce in my eyes, putting things in my food, sending me to psych hospitals as punishment and so on. Staff at the psych wards abused me, including a spinal injury when I was 1. And the teachers at school did things as well, including almost killing me on my first day at a new school Tobinworld when I was 1. I was getting it from all directions. All kinds of abuse I will get more into as I go on with the biography. Through much of my life I felt like I didnt belong. Like I was adopted perhaps. I just didnt have a connection with anyone in the family. I often felt like the outsider of the family. My brother was always treated very different than I was. For example, when I got in trouble for something my mom would call the psych ward and lie to them saying I was suicidal. I would be taken away to the hospital for 3 1. Download Keyboard For Android 2.3 6. When my brother got in trouble he just got grounded. Why was I treated so harshly and him so mildOnly those who treated us so different know the true reasons. All I can do is guess. There was one time I was so sure I was adopted. It was when I was 2. I went online signing up for sites looking for my real parents. I was so sure the way I was treated, that it had to be because I was adopted or something. That I didnt really belong to this family. I was, and still am nothing like them. Sadly I was wrong, I did indeed belong to this family. It was my way to relax. I also use it to deal with the bed wettingday wetting as I mentioned above by pretending in my mind that its all just a game and I can stop and take off the diapers anytime. Amazing what the mind can do to cope. Being AB also helps with my heart problem.